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Next week my oldest child turns 21. I texted him and asked if we could take him to dinner for his birthday, but a couple days before his birthday. And I asked him where he would want to go for dinner. His response: Home.

Wow! Seriously, he wants to come home for his birthday dinner with his family. Maybe during the five months he's been out on his own, he figured out that his family isn't so bad to be around. (It sure does a mother's heart good.)

Or, maybe he just wants home made food. I don't know what he eats, but I doubt much of it is home made - or as good as we make it at home. I guess what you grow up with is comfort food and when you have a birthday it's good to be around those that you feel comfortable with, eating food you love.

My second oldest child will be coming back home in about two weeks, the duration of which is unknown at this time. She said she is ready to come home and has learned a bit while she's been gone. I'm glad for both.

These moments are the ones you hope will happen "someday" (especially when you are in the middle of the muck that happens when your kids are growing up and think they need to be stinkers) - moments that are kind of 'payback' moments, when you realize that your kids seem to be okay. They even miss you once in a while. It's nice to feel that.

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